I haven't felt this in a while.
Feeling absolutely lost, no where to go, a wall blocking my way.
Before anything, Fear comes first, trying to get me while I'm panting like a pathetic swimmer.
Drowning but trying to live. Running when I'm supposed to be swimming.
No matter how fast I try to move, every step is another stone that gets in my way.
What will "one more breath, one more breath" exactly do? please tell me.
Limitation, hopelessness, disappointment and self-loathing.
I really haven't felt this in a while.
Everything means nothing.
And this scares me.